He is watching :8| -> flared up nose :8\

Thursday, July 9, 2009

shes coming back to my place tonight

as i had promised (threatened, whatever HAHA):

today during bio we were playing hangman while watching the whole video on pollination, sorry it was interesting for the first 5 mins but i dno why i felt so tired i was gonna fall asleep so hangman was my only escape...

and then we were during the genre on songs, so i chose to put jaiho (jai-ho WHATEVER)HAHAHA to kill them. anws they almost died cept ESTHERification ruined it by guessing(grrr!!) then the rest were complaining 'WA U CHEAT! JAI HO IS 2 WORDS blah blah blah' especially juhi (cannot fight, its her language HAHA)

then juhi said 'I HAVE ONLY TWO WORDS TO TELL YOU JANELL. FAILURE.' HAHAHAHAHA (SHE IS NOT FAKING IT dont try to cover up guys i know that was a mistake on ur part... ;) ) so here everyone, know the true juhi :D

today at 9am (i ate breakfast in the morning too) i was starving so badly... i think its the whole 'fast' thing im doing (its not a fast in the christian way, just a fast from recess to save money since i realised how rich i would be without eating HAHAHA genius. its not a diet either.) which just makes me hungrier thinking i wont be able to eat during recess..

i was so hungry i almost puked! and esther was laughing at me =.= joy didnt bring any food.. all she had was a japanese biscuit (which was great though!) so yeah.. imagine i had to endure for 2 hours till 11am, by the time it reached recess i couldnt resist so i ate and spent $3!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA im so angry, i hope my mum doesnt find out that i didnt buy _______ but went to eat with the money she gave me instead... opps

yesterday i swam with the crossies, it was great fun ^^ half an hour of nonstop swimming its been a long time since i saw the crossies working hard tgt! and rachelng is so freaking strong her one stroke allows her to move twice the distance i move, so i was going all out in the water just to keep up with her while she was so relaxed :'( NOT MY FAULT she carries a 10kg file and a 100kg bag HAHA

nat: after os lets all go to batam or smth WHOO FUN FUN FUN

me: i think u forgot u tagged this, but anw u did HAHA. BATAM?!!??! isnt that where all the old men go and find like women............. hahah could be a mistake on my part though opps

iloveeggs: HA-HA-HA TO HANNAH CHUA. biology thing...=.= now then she got it ah? wah not bad la. but how come cannot run?! lol. hahah. JUST RUN, PERIOD. period as in full stop. HAHAHAHAH OH WELLS.

iloveeggs: BTW, I LEARNED THE HOEDOWN THROWDOWN ROUTINEEEE! i can teach u if ure too slow to learn from youtube. i can teach u...step....by....step..... HAHHAHA.

me: ... right............ hahahah. NO THANKS im not interested in dancing anymore. maybe some other time hahaha

minnie mouse: BIOLOGY THING?! but i understand her language PERFECTLY...now, if only i could get to noe her btr...HAHAHA

minnie mouse: now i can't rmb wat u cursed me the 2nd time. but i do noe ur 3rd curse: u made me forget wat the 2nd curse was!! XPPP

me: HAHA ERRRR... i really dont think u want to know her.. talk to alex she should warn you!

Jwl: GO LEARN IT!!!!! POP IT LOCK IT POLKADOT IT

me: learn?! you can do meh HAHA say until like so easy!!

Fay: let's study tgt!!!!!

me: TOMORROW i hope ure going! hahaha

abee: hahaha! omg! the hannah chua thing is freakin funny lah! >.<

me: its so hannah chua pls hahaha. have u been training........?!

joel: hey mate, tell me what you think of my website as i am taking it through a massive re-decor. thanks!

me: hahaha its quite cool, though the pic u put of me is disgusting!!!!!!! hahaha

Shanna: Hi, haha. didnt know you had a blog. LINK ME?

me: haha linked! :)

BBoy: i haven't been here in so long i can't rmb my last tag name! HAHA. anyway my abrasions really hurt ok! i'm never trying that again!

me: it was beanboy i think.. not BBoy duh?! HAHA.

nat: ooooooooooooo your cruise looks super nice:D haha your family is so cute, go on a cruise to no where

me: hahah yes cruise is nice you shld go! :D though i would choose going overseas anytime.. zz

Xuan: Hey!passing comment:Nice nice skies esp the last one!

me: hahaha wow thanks. how did you find my blog?

Megan: eh everyone just seriously loves my name or smth? hahah it's okay, i understand. and YES, you so owe me for explaining everything to you. i think you me and jh were just talking throughout the whole movie :)

me: HAHA its megan fox its not you, you freak hahaha. i think i can prob appreciate madagascar to transformers, no offence to transformers lovers hahahaha

rachely: HAHA you know you are such a boob and we love reading your blog!

me: ^-.- ?!?! why havnt i seen you for a long time hahaha

tiff: jan i see fighting spiders photo .i dont feel happy leh nor the heartwarm you feel

me: HAHA RUBBISH stop denying it. it totally exudes happiness pls. HAHA

elizabeth: yayyyyy i love your post : D

me: :) hahahah

Simanthika: JANELL TAN. YOU SLD BE GLAD THAT YOU'RE SITTING NEAR ME. ITS A PRIVILEGE, YOU KNOW!

me: yuck! thank goodness u got transferred far away! HAHAHA

claud: FIGHTING SPIDERS!!! WHOOO~~

me: WELL DONE CLAUDIA HAHA we know best ;)

JOY: PLEASE, olympics was easy okay? last eyar i got "what would you do if someone leaked your personal info on the web", like WTH right? and i said facebook. in english.

me: hahaha facebook IS said in english, got chinese word for facebook one meh.. =.= i think urs is easier, its more personal u can blabber about urself! this one is so... news related and i know nothing about news hahaha

elizabeth: HAHAHAHAHA YOU SAT ON ME AND GAVE ME CIRCLE MARKS FROM YOUR STUPID SHORTS HAHA.

me: HAHA stop complaining! luckily the buttons were small, imagine if there was some zip or smth at the back of my shorts... HAHAH YOU SURE DIE

sq: YAH YAH YAH YAH YAH

me: BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

more than i could hope or dream of, you have found ur favour in me

I AM SO TIRED but let me just finish this, for a peace of mind :)

Monday

went for lunch with fay and joshua, kind of to send him off before he went back to australia hahah. i drank longan with ice and i realise how nice it is sometimes to not eat and just stare at ppl eat cause its kind of reflective. nvm hahahah

went to junlongs house for a bbq to finish the food leftover from edwins birthday (the day before) since the food filled up 'both his fridges' HAHAH. SOMEONE was being such an ass the whole time, picking on everything and anything. say what ppls hair got lice, ppl got no hair, ppl laugh very funny ETC... HAHA i really wanted to slap his face gosh. (i never mention ur name so not considered blogging about you HA!)

i ate a lot of bbq-ed food and now it was the most unhealthy thing ever... i shall abstain from bbq's for the next few mths at least and stick to eating normal food hahaha

Tuesday

today was GREAT we had one hour of chinese and i am officially NON EXISTANT in chinese classes HAHAH since my oral is over and the rest are panicking about theirs :D

and during bio we were supposed to disect a flower and look at its pollen under the microscope, but joys flower had ants so we looked at ants instead and OMG HAHAHA ants are the most disgusting things ull see ever in ur life under microscopes. they have hair on their body (?!?!) i never knew that...

i have a new resolution for my life! but i dont want to say cause some ppl might feel... ok nvm hahahah

anws today after sch i managed to find another lone scavanger (izati pizzatae HAHAH) and dragged her with me to find birthday presents for merrilyn and my sister, which was a tortorous outing... now i know why i dont get presents

i became vry picky about what i wanted to get for them, and spent a total of 3.5 hours walking up and down city hall, city link, raffles place and marina square. we walked it up and down 3 times till my knees started to ache and izati suggested we take a break before continueing HAHA.

i really hope they like what i got them cause it was so tiring me and izati were sianzed out by the time we finished HAHA. we stayed in one shop for 1 hour, choosing colours and designs and then when we found out the price we just walked out empty handed.. SO TIP TO EVERYONE ELSE ALWAYS FIND THE STUPID PRICE FIRST HAHAHAH

sigh, if it was always just 'the thought that counts' my present would be the BEST HAHA. ok homework gdbye

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Sunday, July 5, 2009

i remember black skies, the lightning all around me

i had a very busy weekend, and i love youth day though im not doing anything youthful but studying.

i have so many things to say, so many confessions to make, so many things to apologise for i dont know where to start (and what to say either, since the internet is scarily resourceful anyone could read this HAHA)

SATURDAY

we had Youth Sunday practice, and heres a vry impromtu invitation to all:

details are mainly in the top box in red.

just thought any of you might have this sudden urge to come (SHANNEN INCLUDED, if u read this). not really to support me but it could be a bonus to watch since im doing quite a bit for youth sunday... zzz

i got dragged into acting as a nerd in a skit and its terribly depressing to have everyone smack my head and laugh at me, to be pushed down (we had A LOT of practice..) over and over again and to have to tuck in my shirt (IN JEANS. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH) and just be plain retarded

im helping out in worship too but im sure somehow ill be able to find time to sit with you (if any of you are coming)

after practice then a big group of 11 ppl went to anchorpoint to eat dinner and ended up staying there for 2 hours talking rubbish. i met HANNAHCHUA (HAHA) there and she was so cute, never see her for so long. she said hi to me then she nudged her father and went 'That's my captain -grin-'

and i stiffled a laugh and nodded, then Jeremy said 'YOU?! CAPTAIN?!' and then he, nigel and eric burst out laughing (=.= ?!?!) i really didnt see whats so funny.. HAHA. so i was like 'Why not?!' then jeremy tried (VERY HARD..) to control his laughter and was like 'Why you never tell us before?! Cross country captain leh!' Ya... like i would so go around telling ppl that! HAHA

then they started probing like 'Cross country need captain meh... Isnt cross country a very individual thing? So what do you do!' and i stared at them and was like, 'Of course need la!' then eric said 'You mean u guys run together in a group????' and then all of them laughed again.. so i defended myself (and my sport) 'Theres so many things i can do like lead warm up and all..' and jeremy asked wht else, so i said 'er stretching?' then eric was like 'WARM UP LA!' and they laughed again (=.=) i shld have stepped on jeremys broken foot HAHA

STUPID SOCCER PPL this can add another reason to WHY I HATE SOCCER HAHA. what.. i seriously dont think soccer is any better cause they just have a whole group of ppl running after a ball and people actly waste 90mins of their lives watching that. WHY?! i dont get it..

then they shared a lot of jokes and i think minyi is so cute when shes telling jokes since shes so into the joke and seems to be vry proud of it too (even if its not that funny.. HAHA) i am at the peak of my joke list I NEED TO SHARE.

SUNDAY

after church i decided to stay back and study.. im quite happy i actly finished one chapter ^^ hahah then i got distracted to play rat race which i have grown to be extremely fearful of jesse since his hands are crazy fast HAHA. he took half the pack (out of the 6-7 ppl playing) it just 4 rounds D:

after church i went tuition which i realise i really DO NOT LIKE but i dont have a choice, and made my way down to Great world city for MERRILYNS SURPRISE BIRTHDAY HAHA.

they didnt let me go down to eat, WHERE SHE PAID FOR DINNER!! HAHA ok ttly jk so i was dinner-less and they made me walk around the whole of GWC until they were done, then they blind folded her and brought her to the apartment where I was. i tell you the surprise was really me i bet... HAHA ;)

she is so ___________ seriously i cant believe she would fall for evas lies!! HAHA oh wells thats what makes it easy to have surprise birthdays with her. then we watched mean girls (which i know forward/backward since i have the cd at home and its the most brainless show ever) and xiangying could quote it so easily. HAHAH scary la who memorises lines from these kind of shows?!

i had a great time there, it felt so comfortable and at home and i knew that these were the friends i was gonna be with for the rest of my life :)

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Friday, July 3, 2009

ive been trying to reach you, cause ive got something to say

i finished my oral finally.

i came out and the AOE asked me how it was since i was the last and she was eager to know the qns and all. and i just went 'omg it was so badddd it was so bad it was the ONE QUESTION I DIDNT STUDY AND IT CAME OUT!!!' and i hyperventilated.

then she smiled and went 'ha, whats the question?' and i told her and she was like 'don't worry la.' and patted me and went away. HAHA

so anws i really think i must have did something bad. bad karma piles up and hits me when im really desperate HAHA. i really really hate the topic on OLYMPICS, cause 1. i have nothing to say about it (funny isnt it, me being a runner and hating the whole olympics scene) and 2. i have NEVER done any qns on it ever. i just keep avoiding it so i dont have to think for it..

and abby and gracefung were talking really loudly, but i didnt hear anything anw. i guess thats good if not i would have panicked. i just heard grace go 'UM.. X100' HAHAH

i thought my reading was good, but the examiner on the right started scribbling stuff the moment i said my first line.. and i didnt even have a good start!!! :( but its okay im sure i made up for it along the way heh. and my convo was just messy.. but im really thankful daniel helped me on this topic 2 days ago HAHA.

yeah i didnt expect olympics to come out since it came out LAST YEAR EXACTLY!!! and daniel got that topic, and he got distinction HAHA so i asked him to help me and he gave me some good points. but i also asked 'What if they ask what i can do to help!?' and he didnt know what to say so he said 'Ah ya they wont ask you these kind of stuff la' OKAY HAHA so i just stared at the examiner when they asked and was like 'CRAP!!!' in my head. sobs...........

and when i came out i complained immediately to grace and rachelchoe, WHICH RACHEL DIDNT HELP AT ALL!!! HAHA i dno what happened to her she has become insane over the past year. cause i was just blabbering nonsense about how badly i did, and i asked if they wanted to eat ice cream cause i said i needed to chill. then she blew on my face and i was like '=.= STOP IT!!!' HAHAHA and she burst out laughing... typical rachel MADNESS

yeah but waiting for oral was the funnest mannnn. me and grace tried to converse in chinese, and we tried a few topics like 'what do you want to be when u grow up'. so we decided that she will choose chef and i choose doctor to ensure we dont say the same thing HAHAH and it was hilarious.

then one of the topics we tried guessing was our contributions to the school, which required us to say that we were student leaders. so grace said 'i think student leader is 校长.' then i stupidly was like 'YEAH! okay so we just add that in.' then we were saying we were the 校长 and all for a while when we realised that meant principal not student leader AHHAHAHAHA. we started laughing but the AOE glared (before she got chummy with us. its easy to make friends in 2 hours HAHA) so we kept quiet :(

ok the long lost 2e gathering :D we had it in sentosa cove where michele fam had one of those crazy ex houses which were SOOOO NICE and 5km deep into sentosa. the scenery was great it was the exact scenery i got from cruise HAHAH. but i dont think i would ever want to live there... i would die walking 5km in HAHA

the houses there are SOOO NICE, big, and they live by the river side. they dont have gates, they just have YATCHS right outside their doors. we were saying they probably sailed from one house to talk to their neighbours or smth HAHA when there was a short walking path. rich freakssssssssssss

2e, we managed to get half the class down after 2 years! :D not bad already considering it was during hols and ppl were uncontactable... HAHA

if you dont get this, look at the lamp. like stare at the side of it... IT WAS ELIZABETHS IDEA HAHA
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from the other side of the house. too many balconys for no reason sighhhhh -faints-

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we were reading amys shirt. AMY THE CUTIE HAHAHA
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then we went out to the bottom of the condo to talk a nice stroll next to the sea, the wind breeze was really strong hahaha and we played catching there. SMART.. i like being a crossie in this case, no one bothers chasing me once i get out of reach :D
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nice right!!! i think the background is hahahaha
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HAHAHHAH i think this shot makes me look better at the skateboard than i really am. i didnt move i just stood there trying to shake it though
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THEODORA IS DOING THE STAR TREK SIGN. i find that amusing ahahaha. glass walls arnt safe they break anytime
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AND THIS IS JUST SO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. elizabeth can take the best photos hahaha

ah i really like 2E its the most retarded class ive ever had.. michele fam forced us to play diu diu with her where we charge up the battery and then start shooting people, HAHA THAT WAS HILARIOUS. theres so much i forgot, this is why i blog early if not theres nth much to recall.

im growing old, ah.

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Thursday, July 2, 2009

and youre talking about just nothing at all

physics tuition.

my previous teacher quit on us... apparently he suddenly just quit on monday and all his 21 classes were left hanging there, so the tuition center became desperate looking for teachers and i happened to get a pms-y 22 year old guy from VS. HAHA

so the moment i come in he scolds (or just says fiercely 'why are u sitting at the back?!') me for sitting in the back and asks me to sit in front (major claustrophobia!!!) with the other guys. hmm.. hahaha then he apologises for his mood swings and said that he was angry that they didnt let him go clarke quay with his friends HAHAHA

and then he goes on saying how he wants utmost attention from us, and gives an example that if we were the ones presenting on stage and the audience were not paying attention. i quote: 'how would u feel? what the f*** right?' wow my eyes were like O.O and i just stared at him la i was like '........?!'

anws hes quite a good (but extremely obs/discipline master sounding like) teacher, and gives us pressure like mad.... never seen my class so attentive before HAHA. he says that 'when i ask you a qns, u BETTER NOT give me a 'i dont know' as an answer. that justs means that 1. you never study or 2. you never try.' HAHA walao!!!

the true torment came when he found out i was from mgs... and being the only girl he picked on me a lot. 'You got this question wrong?! You sure you from MGS or not...' or 'Wah, your physics seriously cannot make it leh -laughs-' yes hello thats why im in tuition right HAHAH wth. i dont need him to repeat what mr limlee is telling me alr HAHA

then the attacks got personal -cry-. 'why you keep laughing?! MGS girl where got like that one! you're not supposed to laugh, you're supposed to giggle and go 'hee hee hee'' and IM LIKE '!@?#$#!#@' AND another one even better, 'ok la i let you off. i have a few MGS friends actly, they are quite nice. But seems like you're not the typical mgs girl... -smug look-'

it took me the way home to realise it was an insult. HAHA opps, but i just went =.= to everything he said. he doesnt have a girlfriend and asked for introductions, HAHAHA we asked him to date the women at the counter and he was like stunned, then he laughed and said 'ok u set us up k?' SHUNQUAN ALL OVER AGAIN!!! faint HAHA

CHINESE I CAN DO IT!!!! i can do it whoo hoo power upx10

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

dreaming of the day that youll wake up and find that what ure looking for has been here the whole time :)

So blessed, I can't contain it

So much, I've got to give it away

Your love taught me to live now

You are more than enough for me.

I was walking up the hill on the way home today, being reflective about the day as how i would usually be. being alone makes me think about different things, things that i never wanted to bring up, and things that surprise even me.

i was listening to 'one day' on my mp3 and it was such perfect timing. the lyrics spoke so much to me, how God loved me so much, so much that i just wanted to go up to someone, shake him/her and go 'God loves me! and you too :)'

it felt like, like as if (this is purely an example) there was this boy i had the hugest crush on since what, i was born and then suddenly he tells me he likes me too and i just want to scream and want the whole world to know about it, just in a purer form (HAHA) and in a way thats x10 better since its everlasting :D

it felt like a sudden realisation, and i really wonder why i didnt feel this before.

Because God was always there for me.

when i felt down or just plain lousy, he never left my side.

when i felt abandoned and lonely, he never left my side.

when i felt that no one loved me, i remembered that he did.

then i thought about those who didnt know or have God in their life, and i wondered what they did when they felt lonely... then again some ppl might have never experienced that in their lives. and that brought me again to another point as to how ppl have to be broken for God to really shine through their lives, which seemed such a pity to me. cant have their cake and eat it too.. ha perfect ppl! HAHAHAH ok i am totally joking sry sry

all i need is God :) so i shant worry yay

studied with daniel (again cause mav backed out) after sch and he is really such an idiot i dont have anything else to say... HAHA and his mum likes to hear stories so he talks a lot, and that habit was brought forward today when he could not observe more than 10mins of silence. 'Eh i just rmbered smth super funny that happened in school that day...' HAHAH

i have 2 more days to chinese oral, i dont feel as scared now as i was last week (queer, i agree :S) but as rachelng puts it, 'Trust me youre not scared now but when ure in the exam room you will be.' HAHA like i need to know that now!!! sigh, im the last anw i can have a nice 2 hour long prayer HAHAH.

THOSE WHO SHAKE WHEN THEYRE SCARED IN THE ORAL ROOM RAISE THEIR HANDS. ok all of you can put them down now :D HAHA this makes me feel good ~

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Running to the one who heals the blind, following the shining light

FIGHTING SPIDERS, LABA LABA RAJAH!!! (or whatever it is they say that i cant catch HAHA)

i thank sq for this :D isnt this the nicest picture uve seen in ur life, charlies smile is so heart warming and soon lee is just, THE WHOLE ATMOSPHERE MAKES ANYONE HAPPY!! i tend to forget they are normal kids i hope none of you know them HAHA

today during lunch me, eva and pheobe (people who actly eat lunch in sch, unlike everyone who rushes home to mug their asses off...) had a very meaningful conversation HAHA.

Eva: No, no, no -shakes head- I'm never going to ACJC.

Me: Why?! Every head prefect goes there! Orh Eva, you're breaking the tradition.

Pheobe: Do it Eva do it!

Eva: Do you remember the birthday thing in ACJC?

Me: Oh, the one where they tied the girl to the pull up bar and started throwing weird stuff at her?

Eva: YES! That one! Because of that my cousin didn't dare to go to school on her birthday!

Me: Huh?! You mean she just stayed at home?

Eva: Yes. She didn't go to school that day. Oh yeah, i think her birthday was on a a weekend too.

HAHAHAHA LIKE DUH SHE DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL ON A WEEKEND?!

Ah sigh sometimes eva ah.. then she sent a ppt regarding _______, discussing what we could do when we gathered at a friends house and if we were bored. she suggested 'We could do the 'Attractiveness personalitity test'.' (following angus thongs blah blah show HAHA)

according to the show u rate each other /10 on which part of their face is the most attractive, then they will use that part to seduce guys?! HAHAHAHA the show is the stupidest show on earth and that is the WORST suggestion on earth HAHAH. the things people think of.

ok back to studying im kind of enjoying school. sick im going crazy?

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